Chocolate thunder from down under

[creepymcpeepers]

I don’t see why any body cares if someone is different or just wants to be there self apperntly no one is allowed to be there self anymore you got to try to be like periphery or soemthing I like periphery. But I don’t want to strive to be just like them it makes no sense if every band periphery.. it’s kind of like when I was talking about the Christian people saying only play song song joy.. if everyone song in the world was happy I would shoot my self.. I just don’t know why he always has to text me and tell me I’m shit.

 

[High Plains Drifter]

He's not telling you that because you're actually shit. He's telling you the things that he does as a power play. He's a control freak. He's a person that gets off to elevating and then slamming others. It's a thing with them. It helps them to feel better when they put down others and fuck with other peoples emotions... like takin a hit and getting that rush. He sounds toxic as fuck. It has nothing to do with you. I'd prob tell him to fuck right off. I know that's hard cause he's family and you're a good dude and don't want to alienate yourself from him. And after the emotional pain wears off you prob let your guard down and let him back in.. but really he sounds like a dick if all the shit from what you've said. I dunno but you don't owe him shit and you especially deserve better for your own mental health. I know that's hard to do I get it... he's family. But still.. don't let people shit on you. You seem to have a lot of humanity and enthusiasm.. Don't allow anyone to play you like he does nor compromise or degrade the good attributes that you possess. Hell.. he may be in some regards envious of you, who knows. I would confront someone on this first but I assume that you already have.. probably multiple times. So if he's gonna just disregard your feelings and do so continually then yeah... I'd def tell him to go pound it.

Would really like to listen to some of your stuff but idk what's up... I click on the shit and it won't let me link up. Probably something with my security since I'm always having some kinda issue and it's not just the stuff you post.

 

[creepymcpeepers]

He's not telling you that because you're actually shit. He's telling you the things that he does as a power play. He's a control freak. He's a person that gets off to elevating and then slamming others. It's a thing with them. It helps them to feel better when they put down others and fuck with other peoples emotions... like takin a hit and getting that rush. He sounds toxic as fuck. It has nothing to do with you. I'd prob tell him to fuck right off. I know that's hard cause he's family and you're a good dude and don't want to alienate yourself from him. And after the emotional pain wears off you prob let your guard down and let him back in.. but really he sounds like a dick if all the shit from what you've said. I dunno but you don't owe him shit and you especially deserve better for your own mental health. I know that's hard to do I get it... he's family. But still.. don't let people shit on you. You seem to have a lot of humanity and enthusiasm.. Don't allow anyone to play you like he does nor compromise or degrade the good attributes that you possess. Hell.. he may be in some regards envious of you, who knows. I would confront someone on this first but I assume that you already have.. probably multiple times. So if he's gonna just disregard your feelings and do so continually then yeah... I'd def tell him to go pound it.

Would really like to listen to some of your stuff but idk what's up... I click on the shit and it won't let me link up. Probably something with my security since I'm always having some kinda issue and it's not just the stuff you post.

Go to j dizzle f.arizzle on YouTube it’s the video where I’m wearing a mask that has a little girls face smashed with a hammer. I keep posting it when I make progress but now I’m going back retracting some of the double tracked stuff and every time it gets tighter and tighter I wish I wouldn’t hav posted it now. It’s just a simple slow song. I used the archetype petrucci which is a guitar plug in on bass instead. It gives that like rap beat bass I’m thinking about putting a trap beat on it now… that might make all these people who don’t like wierd metal shit come around but this song is not metal. The lyrics are really wierd they go like I seen a flash of light I hear voices at night I’m stuck here hollow and alone just me just me jsut me this bag of bones. I know that’s why a lot of people dont like it but I wrote these lyrics a long time ago when I was in the smoking area of this homeless shelter and this guy was just talking to himself for hours and I wrote those lyrics wishing I was any where else. They were the first lyrics I ever wrote that I was actually able to make sound like a song. And I get it people hear it and think I’m some kind of schizophrenic pshyco but I hear people at church’s say they hear voices from god all the time and no one is calling them crazy…a lot of time my songs aren’t about anything but they are words that bring me back to a time and place that if I was to describe it to someone it would not give them justice. For the longest I just played it kind of arpegiated then played the same chords on the chours. But this time I changed the chords up and just changed the first chord then the last time the chours plays the chords go in a different order. He is probably just embarrassed that I wear a smashed face little girl mask. But I want to be wierd and I don’t want people who like mainstream music to like me. I Wana be wierd it’s my choice

 

[creepymcpeepers]

Oh shit this trap beat makes it go hard!!

 

[creepymcpeepers]

He's not telling you that because you're actually shit. He's telling you the things that he does as a power play. He's a control freak. He's a person that gets off to elevating and then slamming others. It's a thing with them. It helps them to feel better when they put down others and fuck with other peoples emotions... like takin a hit and getting that rush. He sounds toxic as fuck. It has nothing to do with you. I'd prob tell him to fuck right off. I know that's hard cause he's family and you're a good dude and don't want to alienate yourself from him. And after the emotional pain wears off you prob let your guard down and let him back in.. but really he sounds like a dick if all the shit from what you've said. I dunno but you don't owe him shit and you especially deserve better for your own mental health. I know that's hard to do I get it... he's family. But still.. don't let people shit on you. You seem to have a lot of humanity and enthusiasm.. Don't allow anyone to play you like he does nor compromise or degrade the good attributes that you possess. Hell.. he may be in some regards envious of you, who knows. I would confront someone on this first but I assume that you already have.. probably multiple times. So if he's gonna just disregard your feelings and do so continually then yeah... I'd def tell him to go pound it.

Would really like to listen to some of your stuff but idk what's up... I click on the shit and it won't let me link up. Probably something with my security since I'm always having some kinda issue and it's not just the stuff you post.

Yea screw my brother I just need to quit talking to him
All together and just be the best sinner I can be and go straight to hell I’m not scared of hell when he try’s to manipulate me with that shit anymore I gues I will be getting pineapples shoved up my ass like hitler for wearing a mask

 

[High Plains Drifter]

Pineapples shoved up your ass not withstanding... I would at least... even if temporarily cut him off. At least like a time out so that maybe he can reflect on how he treats you. Understandable if you don't wanna permanently push him off but I sure as shit would and have before like with my sister and other people... like hey if you're gonna be a dick/ bitch then I'd rather you go fuck off for a while. Like I'll get back to you down the line but right now we need a break.

I gotcha.. I'll take a look after a while... gotta try to get in my hour +/- of guitar now before my wife gets home... feel like some Priest or Sabbath or something vintage... maybe a little doom riffage.

 

[creepymcpeepers]

Pineapples shoved up your ass not withstanding... I would at least... even if temporarily cut him off. At least like a time out so that maybe he can reflect on how he treats you. Understandable if you don't wanna permanently push him off but I sure as shit would and have before like with my sister and other people... like hey if you're gonna be a dick/ bitch then I'd rather you go fuck off for a while. Like I'll get back to you down the line but right now we need a break.

I gotcha.. I'll take a look after a while... gotta try to get in my hour +/- of guitar now before my wife gets home... feel like some Priest or Sabbath or something vintage... maybe a little doom riffage.

Ok sounds kool.

 

[creepymcpeepers]

Best ice cream flavor ever made.

Have you had the oatmeal cream pie flavor

 

[High Plains Drifter]

Checked out your channel...

Why not bring up the vocals in the little smash face girl song? Sounds pretty good tbh. But I'd capitalize of the creepiness of those vocals. I could hardly hear em. Guitar sounds good... nice blend of melodic and cringe... good stuff def not mainstream sound.

Same on Happy... not an easy pitch to hit and stay in tune on those vocals. You got decent vocal chops for sure. It's def hard to drop back from the straining high scream back down... like revving an engine in neutral then having to hit the clutch and immediately shift into gear lol. But you did that cover quite well imo. Woulda sounded better if you coulda cut Chad's vocals out completely but otherwise sounded good.. Got some talent, dude.

And sriracha... fuck yeah. Love that shit.

 

[jaxadam]

Have you had the oatmeal cream pie flavor

No but my wife bought this bullshit and it’s not even worth risking Abtastic August over.

 

[creepymcpeepers]

Checked out your channel...

Why not bring up the vocals in the little smash face girl song? Sounds pretty good tbh. But I'd capitalize of the creepiness of those vocals. I could hardly hear em. Guitar sounds good... nice blend of melodic and cringe... good stuff def not mainstream sound.

Same on Happy... not an easy pitch to hit and stay in tune on those vocals. You got decent vocal chops for sure. It's def hard to drop back from the straining high scream back down... like revving an engine in neutral then having to hit the clutch and immediately shift into gear lol. But you did that cover quite well imo. Woulda sounded better if you coulda cut Chad's vocals out completely but otherwise sounded good.. Got some talent, dude.

And sriracha... fuck yeah. Love that shit.

I could do the karaoke version I may soon I can do ld 50 really freaking good though. Thanks for checking it out. I’m working on the collab with my friend Sean now his uncle is stevie from drowning pool. He wanted to do limp bizket instead of lamb of god
since he only gets to grow with his band. We may still do lamb of god in the future. But I wanted to do what he wanted first to be a good collab host I guess.
Well I’m kind of embarrassed to do liMp bizkit
But I am not gonna lie and try to say I didn’t listen to them in 7th grade up until about when killswitch engage came out.
Then I was to kool for linkin park and limp bizkit.
I guess I could turn the vocals up more if you want me to in the future. I want that plug in to create vocal harmonies . Well back to the song I just got to to one more clean guitar and then I’m gonna thickin it up by quad tracking the jazzmaster on the strat like everything else I do lol. I don’t even play my Chinese schecter with fishmans dude. I have played maybe 4 times lol

 

[creepymcpeepers]

I just feel like I’m not getting the real fishman experience with it beating such a beater guitar

 

[creepymcpeepers]

Yea I thought the archetype petrucci when you used it on bass it took a lot of the low end out but don’t sound bad when you play it with guitars it’s real consistent with that compressor on

 

[creepymcpeepers]

I never tried the Howard benson on instruments yet I need to try that on bass plus midi stuff just thought of that

 

[creepymcpeepers]

No but my wife bought this bullshit and it’s not even worth risking Abtastic August over.

Try the blue bell flavor I got some today it’s good. Did you see how many views I got on dig vocals by mudvayne? That got me 22 subs and 1800 views 96 likes Most I have ever got on anything music. All my stupid pointless vids will get 10 k

 

[creepymcpeepers]

I’m gonna go to my friend Collins funeral tommorow.. I know my old drummer will be there zak I have mentioned him in this thread. He was Collins cousin….. I am unsure how they will there family will handle the death… Collin. Was a person who was hated be everyone in the end of this life only because he was loved so much and took the wrong path. I guess it just don’t feel real yet. I finally found out what happened to him..he crawled in the back of a bread truck in the middle of the night and fell asleep and died from the heat. Me and Collin went fishin, went to the scrap yard, went to jail, threw huge partys, we done all kinds of stuff through the Years. I don’t understand how I survived being homeless but he didn’t. He only made two years being homeless. But yea I’m sure they are going to regret hating him so much in the end.

 

[creepymcpeepers]

It’s still crazy to me that the last time I seen him I was about to offer him one of my extra bedrooms and he growled at me… it just told me ya know this dude is off his rocker…. No one can help him. But if he would have just got a grip and got off the drugs and alcohol he would still be alive… ya know sitting there working in the cooler at blue bell I just thinkin there was plenty of places he could have been besides dying in a hot vehicle. But like his dad said it was his choice. His actions took him to his final moments.

 

[creepymcpeepers]

I talked to zak today. I really hate being around people and funerals and stuff but I felt obligated to go. We didn’t say much I told him I was sorry for his family and he just teared up, and told me he apologizes for being distant lately. I told him about the Roland electric kit at my house. I hope he comes by. I really need his help. He looked healthy and off of pills. It was good to see him. I feel bad for his family. It wasn’t easy watch his 3 brothers tell the stories of their childhood. Fighting back tears. Collin was a good soul. He made some mistakes. He impacted a lot of people in a good way. I can remember him always telling me when I was making bad decisions and how I could do better. I wished he would have let me help him. I guess the whole thing didn’t seem real until today.

 

[High Plains Drifter]

I talked to zak today. I really hate being around people and funerals and stuff but I felt obligated to go. We didn’t say much I told him I was sorry for his family and he just teared up, and told me he apologizes for being distant lately. I told him about the Roland electric kit at my house. I hope he comes by. I really need his help. He looked healthy and off of pills. It was good to see him. I feel bad for his family. It wasn’t easy watch his 3 brothers tell the stories of their childhood. Fighting back tears. Collin was a good soul. He made some mistakes. He impacted a lot of people in a good way. I can remember him always telling me when I was making bad decisions and how I could do better. I wished he would have let me help him. I guess the whole thing didn’t seem real until today.

I'm glad that you were able to go. And I think it was important... in the long haul of life especially. Being there to support others also helps us to grieve in a healthy way and help [now or eventually] to bring the loss as full circle as possible. I'm glad that you had some good interactions with him while he was still here. May peace be with him now, and come to those that cared for him. Much peace to you too, brother.

 

[wheresthefbomb]

Now my brother makes no sense. I posted a video of a song and he posted and said he liked it then I added Synth strings and added bass to it and put on a mask and he is texting me telling me that I’m shit.
Does a mask really make that much of a difference? I don’t understand I had to block him.
Its hard cause I don’t strive to be like other bands and stuff.
When people hear the stuff I make I want them to say oh that’s wierd. How can he like the song. And then I put on a mask and he starts texting me telling me it shit…

What do y’all think about this video? I know it’s not what you would hear when you listen to music. It’s just the kind of stuff I like to make. I don’t see why so many people talk shit to me for calling my self creepy mcpeepers. I think it’s a kool
Handle… I don’t want to be like other people or other bands
I just Wana be my self

This is weird and cool, good for you. Don't stop.