hey y’all We’re all musicians, so I imagine a lot of us have one diagnosis or another. I have Major Depresion with Psychotic Features and this illness has been kicking my butt. I feel tired a lot (like heavy with fatigue) and experience anhedonia, like, every day usually (loss of pleasure/enjoyment). So just my arms feel heavy so when I sit down to play after a couple minutes I’m already just not wanting to play anymore, or I won’t really feel any gratification at all, which really sucks. I know generally with any art or creative endeavor, but I’m living the dibilitating levels right now so I am pretty sure it’s not just a funk, and it’s been most of the last couple years, too (which lol hardly feel like a minute when I think back.) So, you know, I feel bad about not practicing so much because I really like thinking of myself as a guitar player (not meaning having the title, but just having this craft I’ve devoted so much to.) I’m wondering if y’all had some experience with this? Maybe some advice because I really want to play more but eh at the same time I feel shitty and playing takes energy I don’t even feel is there.