Yeah, I understand. I was 17 once. Trust me man, things will get better. There's no reason to continue to try killing yourself. Also, there will be a lot more that will miss you than you think. It may not seem that way now, but I assure you its true.
Yeah, it's not exactly a picnic. I dunno, the more you're told that you suck, the more you start to believe it. Then you just think 'Oh .... it, no point in trying then is there?'.
Probably gonna try again when I get back from work. Only thing thats kind of making me indecisive is that I'll upset a friend of mine (who lives in America) who is really dear to me...
Basically had another two failed suicide attempts in the past two days, missed work because I had taken an overdose and my Mom drove me to the hospital. Was sick as a dog for a few hours, and had another load of 'you're a failure, do something with your life' from my parents yesterday. Oh, and if I don't go to work today, I'll mostly likely lose my job and get kicked out my house again.
