[Moro]

I can understand the reason. I would probably shoot myself too if I was under some maniac's finger, beign deployed until god knows when.

Soldiers are for peace, not for war. If you're going to war, you're going to put and end to some shitty thing that is going on. You're going there to restore peace. You're not going to war and risking your life because some wacko thinks god told him to do so. T'least I know I wouldn't.