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unconventional · 06-06-2008, 10:00 PM

Lol, I'm not selling anything. I know my demeanor is less than eloquent, LOL, but that's not how I am in person. I tend to be a bit aggressive when I'm typing at work and you know how each of us likes to be a "Interweb Badass"
I've always had an aggressive edge to me, but most find their prior judgement of me to quicly dissipate in my presence.

I do literally nothing at work but research this stuff 24/7. I have come to learn techniques that render a cold usless within 24 hours. I have solved crippling back pain, cronic anxiety and panic attacks that rendered me useless and bound to the house months at a time.

I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, bi-polar and all the other labels that the guessers give you to make you feel even worse and on top of that, you can now just have an excuse for your problems or behaviors and release your personal responsibility for your emotions to someone else who will rectify the problem usually with a pill that will leave you sapped, lifeless and limp-dicked.

I've been there. I've taken every type of pill there is. I've been addicted to opiates, I'm a fucked up dude. But that's how I use to think. Most of this has to do with what you put in your body and the constant state of emotion you carry around with you.

I grew up with major violence 24/7 with my parents. I'm talking daily fist fights, police, blood, stitches. Never was I abused physically, but I spend 18 years daily wondering if someone was going to get killed. So I used that as an excuse for a long time for my wreckless feel sorry for myself behavior. However I realized that if my parents die, I still have the issues, so ultimately I'm responsible.

I've gone back to the past in meditation, realizing you can reach back to the past and change your future. Why? Because there really is no time. The only thing you have is now. I know that sounds new-agey and whatnot, but it's the truth. If you can be conscious of that 24/7 and dilligent in using what I call the observer part of you to monitor your state of being, you'll see the things that cause you to slip into the modes you don't want to be in. Often we slip into these modes unconsciously and wonder what the hell happened.

I wrote a whole book on this shit if anyone is interested. "Owners Manual for the Human Brain." I'm no author, there are mucho grammar mistakes as I did not have it edited and most of the content people are not ready to hear. Especially towards the end of the book about how to literally become a new person. Most people have a dream, but they give up on it too quickly because they allow the senses to constantly dictate what is real and what is not. This leaves out a major percentage of reality. When we are quick to judge and assume and condemn, we lose a lot, a whole lot and are locked most often in the same situations over and over and over and wonder why change is so difficult.

I have major problems with the way the system operates. I see things far differently than most and can't really even carry on a conversation with most people as my thinking is so fast and advanced I can't slow my thinking down enough to even communicate with most people. I really feel as if being here is a mistake. But I guess in a way it's a choice I made (free will and all) and I believe it's my lifes purpose to overcome this type of thinking and be a better role model to my 2 daughters than my dad was to me with his constant rage.

Now if you do download and read this book, keep in mind, it's deep. Most are not ready to hear what it has to say because it conflicts with the belief systems of most and most aren't open to allowing new information in that is against what they believe. However if you come to realize that what you belive, probably 90% of it has been formed by outside influences other than your own, the light bulb will go on within your mind and you'll realize how much you've been deceived all your life.

As mentioned, towards the end of the book, it gets real weird. Most can't even begin to comprehend what I'm saying, but if you don't have the capacity to try new things, things will forever remain the same and being that the brain likes to evolve, it gets sick quick of baseball, boobs and beer and this is why the soul has no use for the body at a certain age and kicks it to the curb. People should be living well into their 100's I believe, but in the age thing lies another problem which is so engrained as a belief, you don't even coniseder it as a belief but just a part of reality. What I'm getting at is the associations of doing and not doing certain things because of a number (your age), which is a wondeful recipe for and excuse to just give up.

I'm 37. I don't give a shit about 37. It means nothing to me. The way I view it is, I'm alive now and when I'm dead, I'm dead. I'm working on something that is completely outrageous. It's been my dream always of becoming a millionaire. I'm currently employing several techniques to engrain this in my consciousness. How it happens is no matter or concern of mine and the techniques have nothing to do with the bullshit movie "The Secret" which many have probably heard of and the current proliferation of the "Law of Attraction" in which the use of will is employed to make reality change, which is nothing but a failure method with the end result being nothing but frusteration.

To go above and beyond, you have to develop a new consciousness. This is akin to multiple personality disorder if you will, but not as extreme. To change the outer, you must start within and not apply the will, but rest in a state consistent with the state you want to show up in reality. You must not venture out on path to make anything happen in the world. Nothing will change that way. Whether it be health, wealth or peace or love. You can have it all, but not by mere muttering of affirmations constantly which is another failure method. You must learn new techniques to be who you want to be. This is how people with multiple personality disorders have physical change happen instantaneously such as eye color shift and the disappearance and reappearance of scars.

Why? Because they are literally two or more states of consciousness, so engrained within themselves that they don't have to think about it. If you have to constantly think and affirm who you want to be, the underlying tone is that of something that you're not. You can not hide or fool or trick yourself into believing something your not in consciousness.

Well, I'm high as a kite and I got 6 new 12" speakers from WGS and a 4x12 cabinet which arrived today, kid is asleep and wife is glued to reality TV and Ima go into the basement into my room and bend a little reality.

Here's the book if anyone is interested. Some might think it's bullshit, but it's allowed me to go from 10.00 an hour to over 100k a year. I'm not boasting or bragging. Money is a fucking illusion as well, most of which you don't ever physically hold in your own hand. I got to a point where I sort of capped myself in consciousness thinking that that amount of money was the end. Well I realize that no matter how much money you have, if you have the consciousness of lack, your always going to be broke.

So my goal is not really about the money, but the personally expression of freedom and not to be involved any longer in modern day slavery. If your not deciding when your going to get out of bed, if you have people nagging at you to be at some corporate prison camp and on your ass because your 10 minutes late, you are a slave, you can deny it all you want. But you don't have to be. I learned that lesson the hard way and I'm still honing my techniques daily. I can not be of wealth if I'm walking around pissed off about my job and my boss. So I ignore those things and consistently rest in the feeling of fulfillment no matter the seeming evidence that reality tries to present to me and suck me back into the matrix. Look at my signature and think about it for a moment.

I leave you with a passage from Jesus. I believe in Jesus, was raised Christian, but don't shove my personal beliefs down peoples throats. My God is not the God spoken of in the bible. My God does not judge, period. I belive in Jesus and practice the principles he tried to convey to people that was ultimately used by the Antichrist (Roman Catholic Church) as an excellent control mechanism for the masses. Fuck, we no longer need police, we've got God, and if you piss him off or break any of these rules, your going to go to hell. And oh, by the way, you were born a sinner.

Here's the line from JC that I love when his disciples asked him how the end will be.

"Have you discovered, then, the beginning, the you look for the end? For where the beginning is, there will the end be. Blessed he who will take his place in the beginning; he will know the end and not experience death."

I read that over and over and each time it gives me fucking chills. What is says to me is that we've been fooled basically. We're living in a dream that seems so real, we don't even question it. Our senses are so engrained in us from societal conditioning that we literally do not see a whole portion of reality because we're constantly looking for a day when things are going to be alright. Well, as most learn, usually on their death bed is that, that day never came. Why? Because our mind is constantly in the future looking for ways to make things all set. A failure method because there is no future.

Sorry for the epic, and I completely derailed this thread about food and medicine, LOL, but hope that some find it interesting.

Here's the book I wrote. I had no intention of selling it or anything. Most who have read it, skipped the content entirely only to tell me how much I screwed up on the editing and grammar. Including my PhD professer English teacher of a father who didn't have the time to edit it but was quick to mention the errors. LOL

http://webpages.charter.net/kfarrell...ers_manual.pdf

I add a little note here:

I'm somewhat perplexed with my willingness to speak on such matters. Most think I'm full of shit. However the proof is in the ideas and techniques I mention. They are my beliefs and I only believe them because I got sick of the same thing happening over and over in my life in regards to health, wealth and love. I read virtually every self help book there is and realized where they all fall short. Small dialy applicable techniques we can use a small bit at a time to see results, build faith in ones self to eventually bend reality, literally. I guarantee, if one could really believe with 100% certaintly that 100,000 dollars was going to show up your doorstep tomorrow, it would. But how many of us have that amount of faith?

That's how miracles are done folks, not by asking God, but by thanking God. God does not help those who pray in case you haven't noticed. Most of the time I mean. Prayer does help, but I believe that thanking God instead and having 100% faith in anyting as "finished already" is the key to really moving mountains. If you keep asking for the same thing over and over, do you think God wants to help you? Do you ask a plumber over and over "can you reall fix the toilet man"

God only helps those who believe. Every religious book on the planet can be summed up in 3 words. Believe in God. Now enough talk about God, I don't want to piss off the atheists on here

06-06-2008, 10:00 PM	#10
unconventional Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Worse-ter, MA Posts: 527 Real Name: Kevin Main Seven: XTP 707 Main ERG: 19 string Rig: RM4 > RM2/50 Thanked: 12	Lol, I'm not selling anything. I know my demeanor is less than eloquent, LOL, but that's not how I am in person. I tend to be a bit aggressive when I'm typing at work and you know how each of us likes to be a "Interweb Badass" I've always had an aggressive edge to me, but most find their prior judgement of me to quicly dissipate in my presence. I do literally nothing at work but research this stuff 24/7. I have come to learn techniques that render a cold usless within 24 hours. I have solved crippling back pain, cronic anxiety and panic attacks that rendered me useless and bound to the house months at a time. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, bi-polar and all the other labels that the guessers give you to make you feel even worse and on top of that, you can now just have an excuse for your problems or behaviors and release your personal responsibility for your emotions to someone else who will rectify the problem usually with a pill that will leave you sapped, lifeless and limp-dicked. I've been there. I've taken every type of pill there is. I've been addicted to opiates, I'm a fucked up dude. But that's how I use to think. Most of this has to do with what you put in your body and the constant state of emotion you carry around with you. I grew up with major violence 24/7 with my parents. I'm talking daily fist fights, police, blood, stitches. Never was I abused physically, but I spend 18 years daily wondering if someone was going to get killed. So I used that as an excuse for a long time for my wreckless feel sorry for myself behavior. However I realized that if my parents die, I still have the issues, so ultimately I'm responsible. I've gone back to the past in meditation, realizing you can reach back to the past and change your future. Why? Because there really is no time. The only thing you have is now. I know that sounds new-agey and whatnot, but it's the truth. If you can be conscious of that 24/7 and dilligent in using what I call the observer part of you to monitor your state of being, you'll see the things that cause you to slip into the modes you don't want to be in. Often we slip into these modes unconsciously and wonder what the hell happened. I wrote a whole book on this shit if anyone is interested. "Owners Manual for the Human Brain." I'm no author, there are mucho grammar mistakes as I did not have it edited and most of the content people are not ready to hear. Especially towards the end of the book about how to literally become a new person. Most people have a dream, but they give up on it too quickly because they allow the senses to constantly dictate what is real and what is not. This leaves out a major percentage of reality. When we are quick to judge and assume and condemn, we lose a lot, a whole lot and are locked most often in the same situations over and over and over and wonder why change is so difficult. I have major problems with the way the system operates. I see things far differently than most and can't really even carry on a conversation with most people as my thinking is so fast and advanced I can't slow my thinking down enough to even communicate with most people. I really feel as if being here is a mistake. But I guess in a way it's a choice I made (free will and all) and I believe it's my lifes purpose to overcome this type of thinking and be a better role model to my 2 daughters than my dad was to me with his constant rage. Now if you do download and read this book, keep in mind, it's deep. Most are not ready to hear what it has to say because it conflicts with the belief systems of most and most aren't open to allowing new information in that is against what they believe. However if you come to realize that what you belive, probably 90% of it has been formed by outside influences other than your own, the light bulb will go on within your mind and you'll realize how much you've been deceived all your life. As mentioned, towards the end of the book, it gets real weird. Most can't even begin to comprehend what I'm saying, but if you don't have the capacity to try new things, things will forever remain the same and being that the brain likes to evolve, it gets sick quick of baseball, boobs and beer and this is why the soul has no use for the body at a certain age and kicks it to the curb. People should be living well into their 100's I believe, but in the age thing lies another problem which is so engrained as a belief, you don't even coniseder it as a belief but just a part of reality. What I'm getting at is the associations of doing and not doing certain things because of a number (your age), which is a wondeful recipe for and excuse to just give up. I'm 37. I don't give a shit about 37. It means nothing to me. The way I view it is, I'm alive now and when I'm dead, I'm dead. I'm working on something that is completely outrageous. It's been my dream always of becoming a millionaire. I'm currently employing several techniques to engrain this in my consciousness. How it happens is no matter or concern of mine and the techniques have nothing to do with the bullshit movie "The Secret" which many have probably heard of and the current proliferation of the "Law of Attraction" in which the use of will is employed to make reality change, which is nothing but a failure method with the end result being nothing but frusteration. To go above and beyond, you have to develop a new consciousness. This is akin to multiple personality disorder if you will, but not as extreme. To change the outer, you must start within and not apply the will, but rest in a state consistent with the state you want to show up in reality. You must not venture out on path to make anything happen in the world. Nothing will change that way. Whether it be health, wealth or peace or love. You can have it all, but not by mere muttering of affirmations constantly which is another failure method. You must learn new techniques to be who you want to be. This is how people with multiple personality disorders have physical change happen instantaneously such as eye color shift and the disappearance and reappearance of scars. Why? Because they are literally two or more states of consciousness, so engrained within themselves that they don't have to think about it. If you have to constantly think and affirm who you want to be, the underlying tone is that of something that you're not. You can not hide or fool or trick yourself into believing something your not in consciousness. Well, I'm high as a kite and I got 6 new 12" speakers from WGS and a 4x12 cabinet which arrived today, kid is asleep and wife is glued to reality TV and Ima go into the basement into my room and bend a little reality. Here's the book if anyone is interested. Some might think it's bullshit, but it's allowed me to go from 10.00 an hour to over 100k a year. I'm not boasting or bragging. Money is a fucking illusion as well, most of which you don't ever physically hold in your own hand. I got to a point where I sort of capped myself in consciousness thinking that that amount of money was the end. Well I realize that no matter how much money you have, if you have the consciousness of lack, your always going to be broke. So my goal is not really about the money, but the personally expression of freedom and not to be involved any longer in modern day slavery. If your not deciding when your going to get out of bed, if you have people nagging at you to be at some corporate prison camp and on your ass because your 10 minutes late, you are a slave, you can deny it all you want. But you don't have to be. I learned that lesson the hard way and I'm still honing my techniques daily. I can not be of wealth if I'm walking around pissed off about my job and my boss. So I ignore those things and consistently rest in the feeling of fulfillment no matter the seeming evidence that reality tries to present to me and suck me back into the matrix. Look at my signature and think about it for a moment. I leave you with a passage from Jesus. I believe in Jesus, was raised Christian, but don't shove my personal beliefs down peoples throats. My God is not the God spoken of in the bible. My God does not judge, period. I belive in Jesus and practice the principles he tried to convey to people that was ultimately used by the Antichrist (Roman Catholic Church) as an excellent control mechanism for the masses. Fuck, we no longer need police, we've got God, and if you piss him off or break any of these rules, your going to go to hell. And oh, by the way, you were born a sinner. Here's the line from JC that I love when his disciples asked him how the end will be. "Have you discovered, then, the beginning, the you look for the end? For where the beginning is, there will the end be. Blessed he who will take his place in the beginning; he will know the end and not experience death." I read that over and over and each time it gives me fucking chills. What is says to me is that we've been fooled basically. We're living in a dream that seems so real, we don't even question it. Our senses are so engrained in us from societal conditioning that we literally do not see a whole portion of reality because we're constantly looking for a day when things are going to be alright. Well, as most learn, usually on their death bed is that, that day never came. Why? Because our mind is constantly in the future looking for ways to make things all set. A failure method because there is no future. Sorry for the epic, and I completely derailed this thread about food and medicine, LOL, but hope that some find it interesting. Here's the book I wrote. I had no intention of selling it or anything. Most who have read it, skipped the content entirely only to tell me how much I screwed up on the editing and grammar. Including my PhD professer English teacher of a father who didn't have the time to edit it but was quick to mention the errors. LOL http://webpages.charter.net/kfarrell...ers_manual.pdf I add a little note here: I'm somewhat perplexed with my willingness to speak on such matters. Most think I'm full of shit. However the proof is in the ideas and techniques I mention. They are my beliefs and I only believe them because I got sick of the same thing happening over and over in my life in regards to health, wealth and love. I read virtually every self help book there is and realized where they all fall short. Small dialy applicable techniques we can use a small bit at a time to see results, build faith in ones self to eventually bend reality, literally. I guarantee, if one could really believe with 100% certaintly that 100,000 dollars was going to show up your doorstep tomorrow, it would. But how many of us have that amount of faith? That's how miracles are done folks, not by asking God, but by thanking God. God does not help those who pray in case you haven't noticed. Most of the time I mean. Prayer does help, but I believe that thanking God instead and having 100% faith in anyting as "finished already" is the key to really moving mountains. If you keep asking for the same thing over and over, do you think God wants to help you? Do you ask a plumber over and over "can you reall fix the toilet man" God only helps those who believe. Every religious book on the planet can be summed up in 3 words. Believe in God. Now enough talk about God, I don't want to piss off the atheists on here GUESS WHAT I'VE GOT? Fitzgibbons 5000 ultra synapse accellerator which allows me to think faster than the masses and phase in and out of the matrix at will.